There are moments my feelings get the best of me and I forget those around me whom love me the most.
These moment I feel absolutely alone. These moments of bitter solitude forces a deep want to reach out to those in my past which have broken my heart… but I don’t.
I look to my left.
I look to my right.
I look all around me.
I remember those whom have hurt me, those who have dragged me into the dirt.
I look around me and I am surrounded in memories- In realizations I am utterly loved, adored and wanted for exactly who I am. I needn’t find myself no more- I am loved. I am loved and wanted more than I could have ever hoped for.
From the little gifts of home made Kim Chi from my mother to the wondrous kisses from Matt- I AM LOVED.